OMG HOW DID I FORGET

I SAW TWO C-SECTIONS THIS MORNING! IT WAS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING AND I LOVED EVERY MINUTE. I cannot wait till I can be the one above that operating table and cut open a women to deliver her baby. During both births I could see myself being there. I am so grateful for the New Visions program. I am grateful that I was able to see this. I still can't believe I got in. It is so selective and I got in. The instructors can see something in me, something that will drive me to becoming a doctor. I love learning about the body and how everything works. I love being in hospitals more than being at home. There is so much I can learn in a hospital and I'm rarely bored. Some girls complain saying certain rotations are boring but I still get excited every Tuesday morning. I look forward to seeing something new. And maybe there may not being something super hands on exciting in a rotation but everything is important. I still can't believe I saw two babies being born today. I wish I could have see a vaginal birth but I can't really make women go into labor any faster. Plus being in the OR, even if it is for births, is super exhilarating. I get chills in there, partially because they keep those places FREEZING but partially because so much goes on. If OB/GYN doesn't work out then I want to find a career where I can be in an OR. That would be so different every day, and so fun each day. But I think I would like working with moms more. And bringing life into the world. It's just so cool how a person can grow inside another person!! And they come out all little and cute and crying. I loved hearing the cry when the baby first came out. I won't forget that. It was so amazing to see life in it's first seconds. I can't believe I forgot to blog this earlier!