I hate rain. I do not find it soothing. I find it annoying and loud. I've had a crap day and I can't even fall asleep becase the dumb loud rain. All I want to do is cry (which I can't I've tried I just can't even do that) or sleep (and due to rain I can't do this either). Why does it always seam to rain on my down days too? The days I need the sunshine it rains. Welcome to NY.
This week is lasting way too long and I'm way to depressed to have it continue. If tomorrow isn't better I'm gonna break down. I feel it coming. I just need to vent and cry until I feel better but I have no one to do this with. So it's just getting worse.
Wow the rain just got even heavier. I just want quiet to fall asleep.
Please.....
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