I'm happy. I'm having fun. I'm having fun with old friends but making new ones too. I'm learning so much through NV. I'm doing well at managing my time and homework.
so WHY am I scared?
because nothing ever stays good like this for long. Is that just the pessamist in me? Or do you agree? There are always bumps in the road; there has to be! We are on this earth to be tested by God and what kind of test would this be if it wasn't hard?
I read over my goals for this school year... I'm already slacking. Why am I so incapable of reading my scriptures for 21 days in a row? Why do I always forget to pray? How come i'm always to upset when my parents ask me to do simple chores? I realize that I am not perfect. BUT I WANT TO BE.i strive towards being perfect everyday. However unrealistic that may seam, I do. I figure- even if I don't acheive perfection by striving towards it I'll come close...right?
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