First Last Day of High school

First real day of school. First day of senior year. First last day of high school. I was so excited. Now I don't know why.  I love New Visions and being at the hospital is so fun. But having to go to real school after that (even if its just for 3 periods) its really hard. I just do not want to be there. Senioritis?? Just a bit. First day.

My teacher in AP BIO is crazy. She gave us a ton of homework the first night, and didn't explain it at all. Just said "49.1-49.3" and gave us the booklet to fill out. We don't have textbooks yet so I don't know how we are supposed to fill this out. I emailed my teacher but she has yet to respond and it's been an hour. And I kinda need to do this soon... That's another thing- we have to buy our own textbook even though there's a full class set. They are 150 bucks. My parents are not happy. I'm not either. Like doesn't she realize how our town just went through a flood and most people probably can't pay that? She should just let us use the class set. My math teacher seamed less than thrilled to have us there and seamed pretty upset when he realized how many people were taking Pre-Calc. Yes true, it is an Honors class, and yes true, there are numerous people I saw in the class that should NOT be there but as a teacher aren't you supposed to be open to teaching all? And shouldn't you be excited to teach kids who want to be there in the class? We all had a choice to be in this class so shouldn't that say something? He doesn't care.

So basically? I hate regular high school. I don't know what I'd do if I was there all day. I probably wouldn't go.

What I think I hate most about school is how we are treated like kids. And yes I get that we are and that I am one still but I like how in New Visions we are treated as adults. I like that responsibility. I like how at hospitals people believe that I am either a Med Student or even a Nurse. I feel older and I like that. I hate being treated as a kid. Plus at NV I learn so much more. And what I'm learning there is stuff I'll actually use. And it's something I enjoy. This year is going to go by slow if school is like this everyday.


So much for a good last first day of high school. I just feel like it's going to be a long year. Yeah, I am excited for NV but real school is going to suck. Also, I have come home and I have so much homework, church, a headache, and I've already cried twice today. And none of my family is home. I probably will not see my mom until about 9 pm. At which point I'll be in my room probably. Furthermore on the disappointment since my family is all out busy that means I will not have a good dinner tonight.
What a great way to start off the school year.