RandomRambling

I was totally stressing out all day because I thought I had this long list of homework to do tonight. TURNS OUT I was wrong and had the wrong dates down in my book. I actually have hardly any homework tonight-besides studying for a really hard biology test tomorrow :/ -and so my day has turned out a bit better than I would think. I also went to the Feitsma's and helped him, I really love volluneteering there and helping him out. He is a funny, kind, and strong man. How he keeps such a positive attitude when he is in such horrible condition bewilders me. Whenver I leave there I am uplifted and have such a better mood. This week has been great, busy but great. I was in the Emergency Department for nv, and the nurse I was with let me do a lot. I love being in the hospital and helping. I really do love helping others when they are in need, that is why I want to be a doctor. I know I have the determination to do it and I will get to help people everyday. Being with patients and seeing how much they rely on their doctors to help them, it is truely amazing and I want people to rely on me in that way. Also as a lucky surprise I got to see an autopsy this week. HOLYCOW is that alot to take in, I learned so much from it and I have so much appreciation for my body. Everything is so complicated yet it all works perfectly together. Medicine and health are just so fasinating, this one little dose of a drug can cure a person! Insane. Amazing. I cannot wait till I am a doctor and perscribing different treatments to patients and helping them live healthy lives. Well its thursday, tomorrow is friday and I have TWO parties in one night. Yeah I am that cool. I will be dead tired from it all but I really need some catching up with friends, I miss them. I would never change being in nv but I don't like that I miss out on so much in school. There are alot of jokes I am not included in anymore-thats a bummer but nv is such a great opportunity. I am very grateful for getting in to this program. I bet I'll never forget some of the stuff I get to observe this year. I am going to go study now. JOY!#*