Last day in Binghamton!

This is my last day/night in binghamton until I leave for college. Isn't that crayyyy?! I'M GOING TO COLLEGE! And I am pumped, terrified, excited, anxious, happy, and worried all at the same time. All my bags are out in the car already because I wanted to do it now so I wouldn't have to in the morning. We are leaving early tomorrow morning and going to Utah. We are staying with Brit of course. There is so much to do monday and tuesday. I really am hoping for the best. My mom has been avoiding and trying not to think about the fact that I am leaving. When she talks about it I see how she is happy and excited for me to go off and experience the great times of college but she is REALLY sad to be losing her little girl. That is why she avoids thinking about it and if I bring up something like "this is my last..." or "I won't be able to help with this anymore" she gets really upset. But I know I'll call her a lot... It's just up to her to answer!