I'm honestly just quite confused with this whole thing. When I was thinking of BYU I was thinking of all the creepy RM's who just want to get married. But honestly- I haven't really talked to any RM's at all. Which is good considering I'm planning for a mission. However, I do see a lot of cute pre-mission boys. And boyyyy they are attractive. Like seriously- why are Mormon boys so much more attractive than anyone else? Well, anyhow, there is one boy I have been keeping my eye on. We are friends but I wouldn't mind becoming more that's for sure. He is attractive but also super nice and funny. He is super athletic too which is an amazing plus. Then there are some other boys in my ward and that I just see around a lot that are attractive. Oh man, there is one guy in my ward that is wow. I literally can't help but look at him and wonder like how the heck is he SO attractive. But seriously, that one boy that I am crushing on right now that I just mentioned- I just cannot figure out what to do to drop hints. I mean it's a little intimidating because I consider him out of my league, I don't know if he really is or not but I feel like he is. Which makes me nervous to do anything about my crush. But I love that we have actually become friends. I was worried we were just going to be class mates but I think we have gotten to the friendship point. Now I just over analyze everything we talk about. Hahahaha, well sorry for my rambling but I have a meeting in 30 minutes and I am trying to waste time. I was going to work on an essay but I realized I left all my stuff I need to write it down in my room. I know that you all just LOVED reading about my thoughts about the boys here :)
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