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Bed 1A Room 2218 Hinkley Hall

So if you were picking a room you'd go with one that was empty before picking one that already has a roommate in it right? Considering all you know about said roommate is the time they prefer to go to bed, how clean they are, and what their music preference is. But I guess my future roommate felt the need to pick me. Yup, I already have a roommate. I had a single room for a total of perhaps 40 minutes. I've tried to stalk my future roommate but she is beyond boring on Facebook. Like COME ON. I put everything on Facebook. This Naomi girl could spend all of spring break stalking my Facebook and still find new stuff. So this is exciting... but scary. I am so looking forward to college. What I'm scared for are days like today where I am a mess and need my mommy and need a doctor. I mean I know there are places to go if you are sick in college but it won't be the same. Anyways, I guess now that I have a room I can start looking for how I was to decorate it. I want a REALLY cute bed spread. I don't know what that entitles just yet but I'll find something runway worthy. I am going to have a super preppy and cute and me room. My clothing is going to be organized nicely and I'll have cute bins under my bed for all my excess clothing and shoes. I'm excited. 144 days until move in day. Crazy right?

Doctors

When you are at the doctors and the one thing you do not want to here it "Oh, that's not good..." I have another appointment with someone different tomorrow. No answers were given to me today. (That's why I hate going to a doctor- they never tell you the answer right away. I mean I know that they don't always have them and they are just human but when I need medical care I want it now!) I hope I find out why the heck my eye is crazy tomorrow. I hope it's just something easy. I hope I can wear contacts on my cruise! I want some decent looking pictures...

I cannot sleep.

I didn't feel good so I slept all day. Bit now I can't sleep at night. Therefore, I am going to be grumpy and feel like crap tomorrow. This really sucks. I've been trying to sleep since 9pm. It is almost 12am. Tomorrow is going to be rough. I have a lot to do. I tried to get stuff done today but I just felt sick and out of it. I really want summer to come. Or at least spring break. 9 days til break. 10 til my birthday! Yay!

Old habbits die hard

I'm lonely. I know it's horrible to do this to you again. But I can't help but text you and flirt even though I know I do not have feelings for you. Bad Kendal bad. I need to stop. It's mean to you. You deserve better.

Bucket List

It two weeks I have crossed off 3 things off my bucket list. I'm just realizing this. It's kind of a great feeling. Knowing that I am actually doing these things. Sure the things I've accomplished arn't the most important things on the list but I am still crossing things off. And before I die hopefully I can cross them all off. Before I die I'm going to...

Donate

I gave blood today. It was very spontaneous and I was a bit nervous. But I did it. The packet they have you read (which I skimmed...fast) says how you may be scared but afterwards you'll feel good about yourself. That's very true. I do feel good about myself. My blood can help 3 people. It hurt a little and my arm is sore but I feel good about myself. I encourage you all to donate blood too.

The Hunger Games

I loved going to a movie premiere. It was amazing and so much fun. The movie was really good, I want to reread the book now. I wish I had before the movie. I wish I could blog more about it but to be honest I don't remember much of the night. I was in hysterics and so tired. I slept basically all of Friday. It is now Saturday and my sleep schedule is still off. But here are pictures to give you an idea of my wonderful night.

Sometimes I desire to be Asian.

We will forever be the triple jumpers.

I did forward rolls on the floor of the movie theater. That seams clean.

Don't our shirts look amazing?

Hanging out before the movie outside was so much fun :)

Do you like the back of my shirt?

Do you like the front of my shirt?

OMGHHKP ULTA IS OPENING!

P.S. May the odds be ever in your favor.

Sorry

I really want to blog tonight. I have a lot of my mind and I'm in a deep mood. But I'm sore from track. And I am annoyed because I don't know to do my Module. So I'm going to bed. Sorry Folks!

My weekend

THURSDAY

I never was a huge fan of eric church BUT I adore country music and I like a few of his songs and my friends were going and the tickets were cheap and it was right here in town. So I went. Best decision ever. Thursday night was one of the funnest nights of my life. Me, Sabrina, Emily, and Morgan went to eat the the Park Diner. I got a yummy burger. I realized the only thing ever good at diners are burgers and breakfast foods. OH and fries :) But anyways we got to the concert. We decide to get shirts before we find our seats because the line was getting long. We stood in line for at least a half hour trying to buy shirts. Finally when I went to buy me and Sabrinas we were given the wrong size. Me and Sab were just trying to hurry out of the mob so once I got handed the shirts Sabrina was out of there. Luckily I checked the size and he gave us the wrong ones. SO I was left alone in the mob to get out myself. Kind of scary. When we get to our seats I was amazed at how good they were. But what made them even better? DJ. OH how I wish I knew your last name DJ. I wish I could find you on facebook for the life of me. DJ and his buddies were sitting the row ahead of us. They all got HAMMERED on one cup of beer. And it made everything pretty great. They were so into the concert it made me even more into it! I got home a little before midnight and I showered and passed out. The excitement of the night took a lot out of me.Even though my feet hurt from my boots I had a great time dancing along all night. There are so many memories from that night. I love concerts.

FRIDAY

I woke up friday and went to NV. I don't know how the heck I got myself out of bed that morning but I did. I came home and slept for a few hours though because later that night was SPRING FLING. I had troubles getting ready because my hair just would not stay flipped out. However, all my friends seamed to think I looked like a mother with my hair and outfit the way it was. I thought it was cute and old fashioned. At Jessica's before the dance I started getting tired again. I think that is why I went to crazy dancing to Call Me Maybe... or perhaps it's because I just adore that catchy song. Really it is so fun to dance to! That's why at the dance I requested it over and over but alas it was never played. I am still a bit upset. But luckily between me and my friends requesting country songs over and over there was some good tunes place :) That's the horrible part of dances- the music always sucks and is full of rap. After the dance we went to Denny's. I adore going out to breakfast. I love breakfast food. I got the French Toast Grand Slam. At like midnight. And I ate it all. I am a champ.

SATURDAY

Once again, I woke up early. Well early for a weekend. At like 8? That's early right? Considering I was out all night before. But I went and cleaned for my grandma because I am a fabulous granddaughter. Then after I finished I had to bum around her house for a while until it was time to leave for Ithica. I went to babysit at the adult session of stake conference. BUT, that didn't really happen. There was an overflow of youth to babysit so instead me, whitney, and kylie went for a walk around the neighborhood of the church. It was fun but I wore bad shoes for walking lol. I came home that night and watched a movie with my brother. I love when he allows me to hang out with him. It's a rare occasion.

SUNDAY

Well there wasn't anything that great for this day. I went to church and it was shortened because of stake conference. Then I came home and did usual sunday stuff. We had "green dinner" for sunday dinner meaning we had a St. Patricks day dinner. We had corned beef, mashed potatoes dyed green, green beans, salad,  and pistachio cream pie (one of my favorites... actually I kind of love all pie). It was a nice relaxing sunday after such a crazy weekend. I was hoping to go to bed early but instead TWO boys were texting me at night and I just can't fall asleep on boys now can I? So once again I had just a little bit of sleep. But it was a good weekend.

I promise

I've gotta do homework right now but I promise that I will blog about my weekend tonight. If I don't I kind of worry of what WHITNEY will do to me. So look out for it! It should be a long one kiddies ;)

TAG

Post a picture of yourself. Post 11 Random Facts about yourself. Answer the following questions.

1. I used to hate tomatoes, bananas, and onions. Now I love them all.
2. I want to go to Disney World for my honeymoon and wear the Minnie Mouse "Just Married" hat
3. I like to make my notes look pretty, therefore I often use color and cool patterns when I take notes.
4. I'm always crushing on a boy, often more than one.
5. My ears are pieces uneven, the left side is lower than the right.
6. I have to sleep with my feet covered, if I don't I'm afraid someone is going to come out from under the bed and pull me off by my feet.
7. I look at wedding dresses almost daily.
8. I'm a sucker for brand named clothing, actually brand named anything.
9. I make my birthday a national holiday.
10. The only places I feel completely comfortable wearing NO makeup are my home and church.
11. I really like the size of my feet.

1. if you could date any superstar, who would it be? why?
Well David Beckham is friggen attractive as heck but he's a million years old. David Archuleta is my choice because he's cute and Mormon. I'd settle for that :)
2. what's your most embarrassing moment?
Probably when I was pooped on by a bird as Disney. I screamed bloody murder and basically everyone noticed. Not a great moment.
3. who's you're hero? why?
Not to be cliche but my mom. If it wasn't for her I wouldn't be half of who I am today. She is selfless and gives me everything. I hope to be half the mother that she is.
4. what's your biggest accomplishment so far?
Getting into BYU? Yahhh that's a good one.
5. what made you smile today?
Hearing Aaron's name during stake conference to become an Elder.
6. if you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? why?
Probably my nails, I hate them. Even if I don't bite them they are still gross. Oh I also would change my knees. They are all full of scars from me being reckless as a child.
7. what inspires you?
The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. It makes me want to be the best me I can be.
8. where is your favorite place to go to think?
I like thinking in the shower. Is that weird? But I'm completely alone, no one is going to barge in, and I am just at peace. I love the shower.
9. who's the friend you're most comfortable talking to? why?
It depends on what it's about. For school stuff probably Jessica. For church stuff Andrea. But overall I'd say Misa.
10. what's your favorite thing to wear?
underwear?
11. if today was your last day to live, and you could do anything regardless of expense, what would you do?I'd want to be with my mom, dad, brother, and sister and just spend the day together. Going to the temple would be nice. I don't think I want to spend my last day doing something GRAND because I don't want to die tired. I want to die relaxed and happy.
12. what is your favorite book?
Well I love Harry Potter. And I loved Stargirl. But I also love the Book of Mormon.
13. Who are your best friends?
WOW. Misa Whitney Joanna Andrea Kylie Sabrina Morgan Emily Jessica Shaneka Sara Karen Ozzy Aaron Marshall Kallina
14. favorite brand of clothing?
Ralph Lauren. I need moreeeeeeeeeeeeeee
15. biggest goal for 2012 that you will achieve?
GRADUATE! <3

Blood Sweat &Beers.

Needless to say this was one of my best nights ever. I'll blog more about it later perhaps but I need to sleep and revive for tomorrow night. Spring Fling 2012. You know what? I'll do one long blog about my adventurous weekend when it's over. Goodnight and Goodday my homeboy!

Dr. Seuss

"Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better. Its not."

I know I'm lame

This band is like a new Backstreet Boys or N*Sync. Except they are totally lame and not as cool and are really bad at lip singing. And their music is really synthesized so they probably can't sing for real. (Then again, this sounds just like all past boy bands.) Yet, I still am addicted to this song. It's so lame and catchy.

Who are you?

Okay this is driving me crazy. From my feedjit I know who all my regular readers are basically. I know which computer is Misa, Camm, Jessica, Sara, Morgan, and etc. But the one person I don't know is someone from "Binghamton" who reads my blog from a Mac. You are the only unidentified person. I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I am 90% sure you are a friend because I don't really tell the world about my blog. I just don't know who. Who are you?!

Kony 2012

I think it's important to understand

I think bad things happen to good people. It seems absolutely tragic when someone is raped or diagnosed with cancer. But think of everything one is going to learn from the experience. They will learn to be stronger, they will learn to overcome. It sucks that someone has to go through those things but we were all put onto this earth to learn and be tested. How we overcome those trials show personal growth. To say you don't believe in God because you don't believe he would let such horrible things happen to someone is just asinine. If there was no cancer, if there were no pedophiles, if there was no hate or crime or evil then where would the good be? People wouldn't strive to improve technology or laws. Man kind needs to be ever improving, and the only way to improve is if there is something wrong. So yeah, good people will have to suffer. But if one deals with the trials in the right way God will be there to help them. When life seems unfair lean to God and things will get better. Don't believe me? Have you tried it? When life sucks and all you want to do if cry or die have you tried to pray? I promise you that when you have a trial if you are sincere and you lean to God then He will help you and things will get better. You won't believe me until you come to that point in your life but one day you will. I promise. I think it's important for everyone to understand being a good person doesn't rid you of all trials in life. Being a good person will put you closer to God and during those hard times He will be there for you.

Dr. Mom

I know the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints is true, but I also know just as strongly that I am going to be a doctor. Now I'll let you in on a secret: this scares me. I don't think I've been more scared of something in my life. I know how much work I am going to need to put in to achieve this. And I know I'm going to need to study until the end of time. And I'm scared of how hard it is going to be. But I am not scared that I will fail. I know I will succeed but with much effort put forth. Go on, make a joke about how I am such a hard worker- I know you are thinking it. I know God is going to help me because I know this was his plan. When I was younger, a doctor was the last thing on my list of dream careers. Heck, I still HATE going to see the doctor myself. But I know this is for me. And I know when I am struggling in the future I can lean on the Lord and know everything is going to be okay because I didn't pick this. I was content with being a mom. But I guess I am meant for something more. I am meant to help hundreds of lives, not just my families. As I have studied this year and learned more about the medical world I've realized why it is for me. I've realized my hidden love for medicine. And I am grateful for everything I am learning now. I'm grateful for this whole opportunity.

Today is church we talked about women's divine role. For those of you who don't know what that is, the simplest way to put it is women's divine role is to be mothers. We are created to bare children. Physically our body is different than men because of this one thing we are meant to do. But mentally women are more caring and nurturing than men. Those characteristics are used when raising children. I know that I am going to be a mother. I am excited to feel the love for my children that my mother feels for me. And well you may be thinking, how likely is it that I am going to make it through medical school and become a doctor while also being a mom. Well I don't know. I can't answer you yet. But give me 50 years and I'll be able to tell you all about how I did it. I can guarantee it's going to be difficult. I will probably cry a lot. I will most definitely pray a lot for help. But like I said, I know that I am meant to be a doctor and a mother. Those are two ridiculously taxing careers but somehow I will do it. I have prayed and I know that it is what my future holds. So as I said earlier, I am scared but I am excited and this excitement is what is going to get me through these "blah" days.

Call me, maybe.

I love this song. It's so catchy. And this video is funny too.



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It's after 7pm...

And I haven't done my homework. I don't even know how to do it. It's really quite discouraging.